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What we could have been

  I wish you'd told me how you felt that night, So it wouldn't all become memories that were a part of me. 'Cause I can change my mind each day and question all my choices, But I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, that my ignorance has struck me again like lightning, That I became blind, as if a curtain was blinding me, so I couldn't see you. The night we talked till the sun rose in the car will always be a memory I'll keep close to my heart. Seeing the sun rise, suddenly everything made a lot of sense to me, The sense of peace that overcame me, that my life will be alright, and you'll always be by my side. But I wish you'd told me because it's sad to hear it from others later. I would have saved so much time, and I wouldn't have to ponder on what could've been, 'Cause we could've become something more. But now I'm trusting my own journey, Though I'll still miss you, and that memory will always be a breakthrough in my ...

Heart breaks

 Heartbreaks come fast,  healing takes time,  forgiveness seems impossible.  But there's possibility in the impossible, too.  I get it; it takes time to forgive and forget. But why can't you forget?  Is it because of our ego?  Or secrets yet to be uncovered that are still hidden in the basement, dusty and old with mold that's one year old? Maybe there was unfinished business that you had to encounter.  But it's good to forgive and forget.  Not everything is about betrayal or the heartbreak that the person has caused you to become someone you didn't see yourself becoming.  You had a different perspective, a different lens on things that wasn't you. I know that because you seem different, and I can feel it, but I can't pinpoint it out.  Now you've become morose, and I don't like it because a heartbreak and a hunger for revenge have done this to you.  So, I hope you'll forgive and become happy once again, without any heartbreak.

Uncertainty

 Let's be honest for real. Sometimes, do you all feel so dumb and not know what you want in life, and feel kind of lost? But your ambitions are so high that no one can stop you from reaching them. At the same time, you feel like a failure because you're scared before it's even started.  Thoughts are running through your head 24/7: "What if something wrong happens?" or "Will I not reach the expectations you have for me?" It's scary, right? I know you'll feel very dumb and feel like you've been played around a lot, but don't let it happen again. Dream big; no one will stop you if they think you're crazy with that one ridiculous dream. Let them think whatever they wish; later, you'll prove them wrong. It's okay not to know what you want now because later, you'll know what you want, and your destination will be crystal clear. Everybody who has their full life planned out will not always have the endings they wanted. So, it...

Two steps back

 Is going back to your memory lane hard for you? I know there are some unsolved boundaries, some mysteries yet to be discovered, and heartbreaks that broke you down, unexpected boundaries that held you back. But are you ready to overcome these challenges with all your might? Let me tell you something sometimes, while revisiting memory lane, there are landmarks, places that still hurt you, and you can't face them because of the trauma you faced. I know, because I have, but you should try to overcome it, small steps at a time. When you take two steps back, it doesn't mean you lose; it means you're still healing. It's good that you know when it's getting overwhelming for you, you know when to take two steps back. The memories will still haunt you sometimes; don't let them affect you because you are you, and you know what's best for you and i believe what ever you do will be the best for you.

You'll Know When She Is In Love

 You'll know when  she's in love, when her guard drops, and her true self shines. She won't care about perfect eyeliner if it's symmetrical or not . She's unconcerned with appearances, as long as you're by her side. Her eyes sparkle, and her smile widens when she meets your gaze. She feels safe with you, sharing all her secrets and fears. Your voice calms her nerves, and wipes away her tears. You're the balance to her chaos, the peace to her storm. In your presence, she's calm, and her heart is warm. Slowly, she's falling for you, and she can't deny, The way you make her feel, the love that's growing high. With you, she's found a love that's real and won't leave  her side .

The Game

 Was I just part of your mockery skit? That hit me so hard that I'm going to fall and crawl back to your trap That you have mapped out for me with strategies that were so precise that even a sheep couldn't come out of that maze. Each and every step was a game only a mastermind could play. Was I too naive or did you take advantage of my kindness? I thought you were kind and composed, but I didn't quite see what was actually going through your mind. Maybe because I trusted you a lot and could give up my whole life, no matter how much I needed myself for you. But now I understand that I shouldn't have been a savior complex to you every time. That I regret now because you used me. You used every little emotion that I had in me, my helpful nature, my sensitivity, and most of all, you took away my happiness. Now I feel numb, but not dumb. It's not too late; two can play this game. You started it with your mastermind game, but now I'll be the one who will end it. I kno...

Living in the present

 The stars in the sky at night feel like they are content, hopeful, and joyful. They shine so brightly that we can connect the dots to make a Big Dipper. When I stargaze, it's like time freezes, and I don't know when the time goes by. Isn't it so cool that stars and the moon can look so beautiful at night? But we all don't quite enjoy every moment in our lives because we are so busy with our lives that we don't make time for ourselves to do what we love. Instead, we procrastinate a lot, find fault in what we are doing, and don't enjoy our lives as much as we want to because we all have an excuse that we don't have time or we're busy. Do we do this because there is a deadline for our work or project? But there is a deadline for our lives also - the only thing is that we don't know when it is our last day here. So why not do the things we like now, take some risks, and fulfill our passions and dreams before it's too late and we regret it later? So,...

Words unspoken

 Your eyes speak without words, A silent language that my heart can read. You passed by, yet ticked all my boxes of what I'm looking for, From curly brown hair, brown Hazel eyes to a dashing style that caught my gaze. My eyes spoke where my mouth couldn't, You were different, not like the others I'd seen. I saw you talking to a kid with pure love and kindness, Your heart pure and true, yet your eyes betrayed a hint of sadness that i couldn't figure out . You were distant and hard to read, But when our eyes met, it was like you'd known me before and I was someone from your past . You smiled, and my heart skipped a beat, As you approached me with a bouquet of tulips, a romantic gesture so sweet. But then I saw you give the flowers to kids in an orphanage, Leaving me with a single tulip and a dandelion, a symbol of hope. You said dandelions represent hope, and with that, you left, A single tulip in your hand, symbolizing unconditional love, worth a million  words uns...

Leaving My Old Self Behind

 Dreaming in a world full of wonders, Than leaving my old self behind. Learning to accept the change and learn to move along with the breeze that sways, Ready for the new season of change. And never imagining being here to face all of my fears, I know I'll dance till the time is out of my life. And just move with the rhythm of the music, singing along with my friends by my side, With a radiant light shining through me. And watching myself become more happy with my new life, The new experiences that I'm ready to face, and not scared of the future that lies ahead. Because now that's the furthest thing on my mind. And seeing a shooting star that crossed my path is just like a dream come true, A renewed hope that  I'll be fine.

Your Hazel Brown Eyes

 Why did I gravitate to your hazel brown eyes, Which had a magnetic spell that I couldn't erase from my mind? I felt like there was an invisible thread, A threat, a warning, in fact, to escape from your gaze. But it kept drawing me back to you. Was it your eyes that I saw, which had all the power, That had bewitched me? I didn't know what it was, But something about you wanted me to know you more. The charisma you possessed was unreal to me. I don't know why I fell for you, But your smile, which you gave, was like hypnosis. You kept everyone under control with that smile. Maybe it was contagious, but The next time, I hope I don't see you again, Or I will fall for your brown hazel eyes once more. A love that was not meant to be mine, But admired from afar. Though our paths may never cross again, And it would be my last time to cherish the memories of your gaze, Your hazel brown eyes will forever be in my mind, Hoping to meet you again.

Fading away

 How can you lose your identity? It's like living in a hollow shell. You're a stranger to yourself, a shadow of your former self. You forget, forget things every 10 minutes, it's a constant struggle. Your loved ones' hearts break to see you this way, But no matter how hard they try, you're still a stranger in their eyes. How can I bring back those memories to help you? Can I handle this pain, knowing you've forgotten me? All the memories we shared were precious to me, Like last August, when we laughed and enjoyed each other's company. But I guess that's just the way life goes. I love you, but I'm sorry I can't help your dementia. I'll always want you to remember our memories, And I'll be here for you, always  by your side.

Stay Calm

 Don't lose your temper. Stay calm; the high waves will stop soon. Be resilient so that you don't burst out with a lot of emotions that will cause you to be in trouble and bring back all the memories that you hid inside of you, not wanting anyone to push it back to the surface where your face tells all that you weren't supposed to show. Anger is sometimes bad because you lose control, and you can't comprehend anything properly, and you can also hurt the person indirectly who thought you were trustworthy you and they  told you their secret that they wanted you to keep, not break it and make their whole world collapse in front of their eyes. Sometimes anger can be a root cause to take revenge, but it is bad to even take revenge. You have to forgive and forget and let your past mistakes be in the past and not let it affect you present relationship that you have created .