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Deja vu is hitting hard

 What's wrong, you asked, But I don't have an answer. Deja vu is hitting hard, A familiar feeling that won't pass. Will you tell the truth so I don't have to lie? Hold on slowly, but it didn't vanish It crept inside my mind. I mind my own business, but why are you so alike? Does it have to do with memories that can't be relived? I thought the trigger was broken, Or is it my heart feeling heavy and rusty? Busted and mistrusted, it feels so weird. Deja vu, I guess, but I know that memory can't be relived. I believe with time, everything will be alright.

Circles in my head

 Why does time go by? Can't it stop? How will I keep my dreams alive? If I'm feeling anxious and dodging every obstacle, I'm going around in circles in my head. It feels like I'm in the wrong time, place, and destiny. I don't know if I'm doing what I love or if I want to keep others happy And convince myself that it's my destiny and it's meant for me. I don't know if I should leave or stay or listen to the night sky That twinkles from a distance afar, Shining its light with the help of the sun. I don't know what I'm doing is right or wrong. Maybe my lips are stitched up, and I can't differentiate Between what I do for others or what I'm just doing to keep them happy. But is happiness always meant to be kept for others? Just to see them happy because you don't want to disappoint them? I'm trying to keep my distance from everything I used to love Because I'm scared to keep my dreams alive. Maybe it's all in my head, peop...

Still wishing you well

 I don't know if I know you or not. You seem so different, so distant, so cold. It's so unlike you. Watching you fade away, Our paths have changed. But everything we had made Please tell me the truth. I hope you're not deceiving anyone else. Don't bottle it inside of you. Tell me that everything wasn't fake, And you didn't make it all up. Our dreams we made will come true. It wasn't supposed to end like this. Why did I trust you? Now it's hard to let go. You showed us what true friendship looks like. I started to believe in friendship again, But I guess it's my fault that I didn't see the sign. Maybe I was to naive to see. It's like a river that carried you away, But I don't think it will come back again to the same stream, Because the current is making it harder. I wish you hadn't kept it hidden under your bed And taken us for granted. Because now I can only wish you the best. At least I'll always make sure that you're happy,...

A shooting star away

 Where to start?  New experiences, a new journey calling your name. Aim to reach the stars, but in vain, it pains. Not every wish is ment to come true . Brewing a company in my name for fame, Maybe that's lame, but it was my aim. To reach the stars, not higher, not lower, Neither fast nor slow, but to reach on time, Not to chime the bells or feel content, Because I wanted to reach the stars. To grow a step at a time, Maybe next time a shooting star will pass by, To make me reach the stars.