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Struck The Stars

 Maybe in another constellation, It wouldn't be just imagination. It was too good to be true  To have known you. Standing alone, Stuck in the stars like stones, Zoned from the bones To the unknown. Maybe it was fate, I thought, Trying to hold my breath Every second of the way. But here we are, Trying to find out where life takes us. Maybe I just have to stop, Take a breath, And restart everything  Rewriting my life from scratch.

Broken and Unsaid

  If I tell you that we aren't meant to be And I am slowly falling apart. If I show you all my flaws, my past, my insecurity Would you still love me? Love is just a word, right? I mean we can't define it because it's vast  Emotions swirling deep and wide . It can turn dangerous when ties can't break . What if I get too involved and you break off the bonds we formed ? You'll talk a lot in the start But later you'll vanished without a trace . Here am I, right from the beginning of where I started On edge. I shouldn't have told you so much Because you'll remember everything one day, But the next day you'll forget it. So why do I have to open my heart to someone again If later I'll know I was just someone who was for show? So would you still want to be with me? Because I have to be strong and face everything If I'm also falling apart. It's hard for me to trust again because I've been broken before. And I don't want all of my flaws, in...

Rewrite the label

 She was just a close friend Who I trusted but something changed I think I miss arranged the meaning When our hands touched I felt something like I never had before A sense of confusion in my mind I thought a guy like me wouldn't fall for someone like her Why do I get so nervous now when I look in her eyes  because I think I'm feeling butterflies But I don't know if I'm the one for you because I don't want you to let go and hurt me . Because I have been broken before and i can't trust easily. So say you won't let go even when I go silent  But I know you're the perfect woman my eyes Because I think I'm in love that is like a rollercoaster high. I guess I fell for your kindness and that smile and the comfort you offered . Because I love you but that's ment to be hidden from you Because I'll have to change my old habits to something that I can conquer  so that it won't break your heart. And I'll know it then if I'm the one 

Lost trust in you again friend

 Lost trust in you again  Why, why did you break me into pieces? Without me knowing you'd do the same? Why did I trust you? I thought you were different, But you turned out to be the same. I valued our friendship a lot, But in vain. You broke it once without an explanation, But not again. You know too much of what I've never told anyone. I thought I had a friend for life, But who knew you'd backstab me again Till I started to bleed from my eyes. Every tear you made me shed Felt like glass scarring my skin. When I needed you, you left, All of a sudden, I'm sick in my stomach. Because I thought you were my safe space, And I trusted you. Every corner seems haunted, But I don't want to go because we've been here before. All my things are still there. I bet it's broken and demolished in your heart, Because I thought you cared. Now I know I lost trust again, But it did hurt because you didn't give any mention to your explanation. I hope for the best for you, B...

The strongest smile hides the deepest wounds

 The ones who smile the most, who make jokes, are the ones who learn to disguise themselves in sheep's clothing. It's difficult to identify them because they've learned to blend in with their surroundings. They smile when things get hard; they make others smile when they themselves are the ones who need somebody's support and a shoulder to cry upon. In times of need, they still choose to hide it and make others smile as if it were their job. They tell people they're fine with a smile that seems genuine. But still, they feel empty inside. Maybe because all of the emotions they're feeling have made them numb at this point. But still, they don't stop dreaming because every obstacle seems so normal at this point that they can say that one more problem won't hurt, and they can overcome these challenges.