Toxic relationship

 Even though I need you but I still feel so odd with you. The distance that you have created seems off when I am there with you.

 The wounds you gave me were so deep but I didn’t even know you that well. It didn’t seem like it was you. My head isn’t working. I can’t believe this is your personality. I should have seen the sign that everyone told me to see. It’s getting bad each day but I still can’t get out of your trap.

 Its suffocating to stay in the bubble that you have created only for me. So, tell me why do I still have bruises every now and then. Your love is unpredictable that I can’t stand to leave you because once you say that you love me and another time you say that I am nothing without you.

 It’s like the earth is shaking below my feet. There is an earthquake inside my head that is making me tired. I am fed up but I still fall into your trap. How can I escape this reality that seems like a dream to me. I can't help to notice that I am changing myself for you. I want the best for you but I can't keep on telling myself that it will work out cause it is not working between us.

 Why are you still keeping me like I am your slave? It seems like I am in a movie that never ends .I'm not somebody that you can cage. I am not a doll that will listen to what you say.

I am a free bird now, I can escape the cage that you have locked. No matter how hard you try to keep me locked inside I will escape because I am brave and I don’t need you in my life .I can see the light in the other side of the room and I will reach it no matter how much you try to pull me down. I will fly high up in the sky

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Letting go with a smile

 Why me, why not nobody else? Why did you take my innocence and rip open my chest? Was I an easy target, or a game you would play? Was I too sensitive, or did I only become the prey? I don't know what you did, But I am too stunned to speak. My heart and brain aren't working, Because I am still asleep. The memories we made still creep into my mind. Was it all a lie, what you told me, straight to my eyes? Hate isn't the word I'm looking for, but betrayal might be. I trusted you with all my deepest secrets. But was my life a lie? You told me it was safe with you, But who knows what you've done or used against me? I can feel the pain like a tsunami coming towards me. The waves look high, but can I defeat it with a smile? Maybe I can, maybe it's not that hard. I can see the sparkles in my eyes that know I can defeat it. It's not the season of betrayal, but it's time to let go. The past will be the past, and you can't change it. So move forward with people...
Read more

Times Flies

  Days that we will remember.The friends we made along the way, and we lost some friends too, made the path clear. Friends are always there for us. They will be there with you even if you have lost faith. They are like a part that makes us complete, and they know you more than you know yourself. We all are so lucky to have these friends by our side. No matter what obstacle they may face, they still make time to listen to our problems. As the time moves faster, these moments turn into beautiful memories of laughter, embarrassment, and happiness. The time moves fast, and these memories will always be with us no matter how embarrassing it was. Time flies fast, so every day is a new beginning. Every day is the time to explore the new wonders of the world and to try something new.
Read more

Overcome Fear

  Sometimes  you feel overwhelmed and you don't know what to do. Your emotions just come out of nowhere, you didn't even know that you had them. It's like a foggy cloud  trying to cover your eyes. So that you can see everything foggy and not see the the  worth of yourself, these clouds are doubt, anxiety, overthinking, hatered for your self and more. You just want somebody to talk to and listen to you no matter how dumb it seems .If you keep these emotions hidden ,you will later feel overwhelmed and can't cope with your life . Life takes time to figure  everything out. It takes time to see your dreams come true. It can seem overwhelming sometimes but you can do it .You can face your fears and overcome everything.  I know overcoming your fears are difficult but if you really want it ,you will face your fears and make time for the things you love.
Read more