A part of myself that i lost

 I loved that you care for others,

And protect them from all danger.

You're kind and selfless,

Your braver than me, though

I'm lost in my head, full of my own

Imagination of the life I wished I had.

I'm forgetting who I am inside,

From everything to nothing at all.

Carried my thoughts from here to there,

Whom shall I speak to when I feel

I'm distancing myself from me?

I don't know the person I'm becoming.

I had a flame inside me, which I know that will die soon.

 I had thought a lot about my future, but now I soak it up and keep it all inside.

Crying my lungs out won't work for now.

How much can a person cry in one day?

Grey and black are all that I see.

What happened to all the colors like pink and yellow?

I am fighting my own battles inside my head,

Battles I must conquer.

 I can't lose control now;

I have no time to do that.

 I can't think properly

Because there's so much going on, but

Sometimes I think my life is completely complicated.

Frustrated with myself for reasons I can't explain,

Why did I lose a part of me?

 I yearn to find that part of myself again and

Become the person I once was, who didn't

Care about what was going on in this world.

Live life on my own rules. 

But with time

And experience, people change, so learn

And accept it.


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