Frozen in pain

 You killed me from outside and inside 

Why are you an animal to me 

You are acting as if I have done something to you 

You play the victim card ever too often 

You pull my hair and glare at me as if I am your mare.

It hurts. It hurts every night .

I sleep in our bed with bloody eyes .

Who knows what will you do?

Every time you enter the room 

I feel the coldness running through my spine 

I'm scared of what you might do to me next 

Scared to even look at the bruises which you have given 

Each and every mark that I had to endure 

Was out of your coldness and ruthless for me

What have i done to you to receive this torment ever too often?

I was there in your lowest moment and now

You enjoy every time you see me suffer 

Whats wrong with you ?

I have these marks in my body which are like a trophy to you 

Slowly I'm going away like a snail 

But you still make it hard to escape from this cycle 

Sometimes you treasure me sometimes you don't 

I am fed up of this toxic cycle that I'm going through 

I'm going to find a way out of your sight as far as possible 

It's better to stay away than say sorry to an animal 

I know I'll be free without you.

I have my own wings to fly 

To go high in the sky and live

 my life as I like.




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