Regret

 I can't say that I knew you well,

But I didn't.

I can't say that I hated you,

Cause I couldn't.

I can't say that I loved you,

Because I didn't allow myself to.

I was too consumed in my own emotions,

That I neglected yours.

You tried to help me, but in vain,

Strain to my core, I felt the pain.

But I distanced myself from you,

For your own good will,

Cause I thought I would still be a strain.

Blame myself for everything,

Cause I didn't deserve this kindness.

Reckless from the start,

Drove all night in the dark,

Drunk and shaken at the back of my trunk,

Gazing at the stars.

Is like the whole world revolved around you,

Everything was clear, bright as day,

But the darkness consumed me in my sleep.

I didn't have anyone to keep me safe,

Which I regret.

I wish I wouldn't have taken you for granted,

Cause all I wanted was you there,

And not push myself away from you.

At the end, I realized that I shouldn't have done that,

But you taught me how great your heart is,

And I wish I would one day return the same favor .