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Beyond The Stillness

  It can be difficult sometimes.I know you're tired of the endless thoughts racing through your head, Asking, will it happen or will I make it?Because I feel like a ghost inside who's dead and still. Nothing will ever get close to what happened,But it made me who I am today it 's not the end, but you tried . Don't   stop trying; one day there will be a light on the other side of the tunnel. Be confident of this because He who began a good work will carry it on to completion until the  day . Your life is important, so don't risk it all .On something that seems so small that will be the end of life. Don't get tangled in your own thoughts, And pray for discernment in the moment, Like feelings chasing you like prey. Life is messy, but find fun in this chaos And create new memories.

Stronger Than A Void

 When emotions overdrive, Sucking the air out of your life, Making small tasks seem unbearable  As existence feels diabolically intolerable. It seems like life has taken a toll on you , Everything is against you, You find no meaning. your peaks and valleys Blur into the distance  You paint prayers onto the night sky, As if wishing could rewind the time  Like a charismatic spell once cast with hope, Maybe that wish is still unfolding in the stars. Don't lose hope. This darkness won't last forever. You are stronger than this numbness, Capable of transcending this void that feels like nothing. I believe you can do it  

When Words Fail

 I'm sorry,   I'm sorry to all the people who cared,   I'm sorry that my brokenness made you feel far along, and that I'm a bad friend.  I'm sorry when I smiled, but I wasn't present in the moment at that time.  If there were days that I disappeared without a word,  The  silence that made you question if I was really there when you needed me,  I'm sorry. Or the vague answers I gave or typed, Because there was a battle going on inside my head. I didn't know if i could make it . I know it wasn't easy, but I had to protect myself From feeling numb again, from breaking down in the middle of the night, And from avoidance that once felt like an escape . I fought battles inside that made me scared That my blood might shed till the end that I couldn't sleep till 4am . It wasn't because I didn't care; I did. You'll meant a lot, but I didn't know how to express In this mishap, the stone longed in my lungs  Felt heavy, so I couldn't bre...

Walking By Faith

 The voice in my head is as loud as the monster under my bed. The freedom is just beyond the cage. You just have to find the key, right? But there's one box with all the keys, so which one is the ride to your freedom? It's weird, right, that life can sometimes throw these challenges at you That you have to face, but you don't have the right materials to find it. So, how will you actually find it? Walk by faith, not by sight. Not everything can be sunshine and rainbow  Because season will change. Sometimes, all you need is faith and belief in yourself That you can overcome these monsters and find the key To unlock your freedom in life. You can tear down the burden you feel, small steps at a time. It will take resilience and patience. But i believe your stronger than you seem to be .  

Lost In The Frame

 Ties can be broken, barriers can be changed, But mindset is hard to erase. The past is a test of life, tangled in your mess. Healing takes time, but the mind can wander into cracks and crevices. The mind is the most powerful tool, but it can also be your doomed ending. It's like a Polaroid picture taken in a moment, Safe in a picture frame, trying to find myself in the picture that once was me. Lord, guide me and light the way, So that a prayer will be answered to forget what happened to me And heal me from the unknown.my prayer rise and be heard Help me forget what wounded me, broke me and took my inner child peace . And heal the parts of me  Still hidden in the unknown