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Hoping to be understood

 The way you love, so pure and true, Feels almost natural, yet hard to do. You see the best in everyone you meet, Despite the hurt and pain they may repeat. Why are you so shut down, so guarded and cold? I'll be here for you, through every step, every fold. I know trust is hard, life's journey is long, But holding on to pain won't make you stronger. You seem so calm, so composed, so in control, But why do you dwell on memories that haunt your soul? The fold of the past won't repeat itself but  I still don't want to revisit the past, relive the pain, Wonder if it was real, or just a fleeting dream in vain that i couldn't escape. It's okay, I don't have all the answers, nor do I pretend, But I know I'm a good person, with a heart that can mend itself. It will take some time tho , I'm afraid to speak my mind, afraid of being misunderstood, But at least I know my heart still beats, still feels, still alive but not misunderstood at the thought of bein...

Trust your decisions

  You have a magnanimous heart, but why are you so still, like water that doesn't show how high its tide can be? You yourself don't know that you are very tenacious and that you won't give up on others. When you know it's right, you will try your best to think the best of others, even before yourself. And I know you are also trying your best. You can do it, but a little push won't hurt anyone. Please don't let your past consume you, because the past doesn't come back; you learn from it. If you didn't face those challenges, you wouldn't be the person you are today. So why are you so concerned about whether the decisions you make today are right for your future? If they're not, you can try again; life won't go anywhere. You have to make your own life, and don't run away from it. You can help others with your whole heart, so you can also help yourself. Trust that the decisions you make for yourself are right, no matter how much time, sleeple...

Searching for hope

 Falling through the depths of the ocean, In slow motion, everything stops. Teardrops falling, as I know my soul Is going to be ripped off. Flipped back to catch a breath, To escape death, because I have A lot of debt to myself. Wealth Is not what I possess, nor my dignity, Which has been stripped away from me. But do I still believe there's some humanity Left in this world, full of possessions I'll never have? Aggression is what's seen Outside, but can you see what's inside my head? Life has left me in tears, that's for sure, But how can I say goodbye to the one life I have left? I have to show the world I'm strong and can rise above the water without getting consume by the ocean in a fast motion.

New beginnings

 Sometimes endings are just new beginnings to explore and push ourselves through obstacles and face challenges. You have to strive to reach your goal and work very hard for it, so that one day you will be proud of yourself and see how much the hard times have taught you about life. Sometimes the endings aren't what we expected, and it's as if time flew by so fast that we didn't even notice that period of time where we were all laughing and enjoying all the memories we had. Some of them were sad too, but those experiences taught us more about life than books could ever have. I mean, I'm not sure what life has in store for us next, but I hope it's for the best, and I hope that you will also achieve all that you want.

Growth Mindset

 How can you achieve success in life? It's not about how many marks you get on a test, whether you're a topper or a backbencher. Having a lot of money isn't the key either. It's about the growth mindset you possess and the wisdom you've acquired and learnt from. But sometimes, the greatest wisdom is knowing when to acknowledge that some situations have no solutions, like an unsolvable math problem. You should know when to stop trying and not risk wasting your time. Focus on what's currently within your reach and wait for the right moment to try again. It's not the right time to tackle unsolved problems that have stumped people for decades.

Book of life choices

 Every person you meet has a place in your story. Some of them will be part of a chapter, and some of them will be with you forever. So why are we so stressed if people will leave, because they were meant to be a chapter, not the main character in your story? Don't worry about who will be with you until the end or leave you halfway there. You can make your own choices. If they weren't good for you in the first place, then why let them stay in your life? If they don't appreciate you and want you to change yourself to fit in, do you even consider them your friends? If you're not yourself around them and you feel like an outsider who wasn't supposed to be there, it's better to leave them and be with people who accept you for who you are, instead of changing your own thoughts. All the people who encounter your life will be part of your book. You create your own chapters . They might just be a side character, villain, or have a small part in which you are the main le...

You voice

 What is a family? Is it just a group of people related by blood, or is it something more? I don't think so. Do you even consider them as your family if they don't understand you, don't get you, and don't know you well? It's like you're drifting apart slowly, no matter how much effort you put in to make them happy. New problems arise, making you second-guess your whole life. It can feel irritating when they don't understand that you've changed, maybe because they don't know how to connect with you anymore. When you ask for help, they don't provide it, but when they need you, their attitude changes, and you become the center of attention. I didn't sign up for all this, so why do they treat me like nobody? Sometimes, trying to fix your bond with them can make things worse. So, remember that you have your own voice, and their decisions don't define you. Follow what's in your heart, because you know what's best for you, not others. Th...

Compete with yourself

 Is competition a bad thing, or is it just a way to find out who's greater than you? In reality, why does everyone think life is just a competition, and you have to be the best? Are we just blind, or do we not see the real meaning of life here?Life is not about excelling, making things right, or seeing who you can defeat. It's about the friendships, the bonds you create, and the experiences you face. Why do people love to compare? It doesn't make sense, but why do we fall into the trap of expectations?The only competition I believe in is with yourself. You have to be stronger than before, try harder, and it's okay if you don't do well. There's always a next time. Don't let anyone push you down. If you do fall down, remember that you can get up and face the challenge again.

Sometimes it's ok to say no

 Sometimes, it's okay to say no. Sometimes, you have to ensure that you're happy. Not everything is about others. Stop draining your energy for others, leaving you with none for yourself. Why do you prioritize others more than yourself? You are also worthy of all the love and kindness you give to others. Why are you being your own prisoner in your own prison that you've created? Why do you think you've done so many bad things in life that you don't deserve any of the kindness you put out into the world? You might have changed someone's opinion about kindness, and that's a lot. But why do you shed all your tears and blood for somebody else? It's okay to say no and prioritize yourself. You should know how much you can handle so you don't feel drained. So, it's okay to say no.

Dream big to achieve greatness

 Some days, you don't know yourself. You're still thinking about what you could be. Life isn't quite right, but you have a lot of support around you. Remember, you're not alone, and you have somebody who always has your back till the end. They will comfort you and remind you that you're not alone and not the only one fighting in the battlefield alone. You have them with you, and they will love you till the end, even if they don't show it around you. Love is not only about telling but showing small, kind gestures, which matter a lot. Remember, you're not alone. Don't drift apart just because you think you're alone. You have a lot of support around you, and it will always be there. Don't fight your battles alone; sometimes, it's okay to ask for help. I know you will achieve a lot in life, but you just have to believe in yourself and not doubt your own capabilities. You're good enough, and you're capable. I trust you, so why don't yo...

The end of a chapter

 You know what the worst type of pain is? It's not physical, but emotional. It's when someone knows all your pain, but still backstabs you without you knowing the real reason. It's hard to cope with, right? Life can be complex, and it's hard to find out who among your friends is genuinely there for you. Sometimes, people take advantage of you without you even knowing, because you trusted them blindly. But, at the end of the day, it's human nature to fight for oneself to survive in this harsh world. I get it, but it would've been nice if they had explained why they did what they did. I don't hold anything against you now, and I have no regrets that you came into my life. You taught me a lot, and I'm grateful for that friendship, even though it ended strangely. That experience taught me to be independent and stand my own ground. I'm thankful for that. I'll always see the bright side of things and remember the good times we shared but this one exper...

My younger self

 I miss the good old days when we were young and didn't care about anything in the world. Back then, our lives were chill and full of new adventures. But I wish someone had told me that those days would be cherished in our memories, and that our lives would change in the future, and we wouldn't be like our younger selves. I'm still trying to comprehend the lessons life has taught me. When we were small, we wanted to grow up fast, but now that we're adults, we want to be children again, without worries or stress. Our lives were so easy back then. I wish I could still be like a kid, without worries or stress lingering in my head. But now, I can only admire those memories from afar. It's time to be present and work on the goals I've set. I'll always remember my younger self, though. It was a part of me that I've lost, but life has taught me a lot. It was hard to accept at first, but we kept working on it, and now we've all just accepted that our younger...

When Friends Depart

 It's not fair that life doesn't go as planned, Friends leave without a trace, like they're running their own race. But I'm still holding on to all the moments that will soon turn to memories. How will we find you again when you're gone, Leaving all your memories behind us? What will we enjoy without you by our side? Even 16 feet never feltso far befor Maybe because we knew it was the last time to see you. I don't want to say goodbye, but why do you have to leave, When you can walk and strive with us, your three idiots? Our lives were more like a movie than reality, Listening to your stories that made us laugh. But now you've taken half of our heart; please keep it safe. Don't forget us, because we'll miss you, who were a part of us and always will be.

Don't lose your heart

 Life can be draining sometimes. It's like your soul is getting taken away without your permission, and you're not feeling like yourself. You feel like a dead skeleton inside. But you have to push through it. No matter how hard it may seem now, you can do it, and I believe that you can. Don't ever tell yourself that you aren't worth it. You're just here now, in the present, so just go on with your life. You have to do the small things that make you happy. Appreciate the small things in life, like the beautiful sunset or the moon that shines so bright. Don't lose your heart, because it's what makes you, you. Don't change yourself just because you don't know what's going on. Find the root cause of the problem that you're facing, and then slowly take one step at a time. Don't be someone you're not in the journey of finding your true self.

Anxiety grips

 Hearts beating fast, palms sweating till the end I'm lost, unsure what's happening, or where to start  I've fought all my life, but now I must confess This feeling's driving me crazy, it's a constant stress that catches my breath  I also have to catch a train, or else it will be too late My brain's a jumble, but I still can't quit . My anxiety burning out of control Hands shaking, heart racing, my soul's losing its hold. I can't distinguish between reality . But I know I'll someday have to let it go Let my emotions flow, like a river in the snow I'll blow through the forest, on the darkest of nights And find a way to calm, this fight or flight response  To find my own strength so I can have my own voice in my head  And sleep peacefully in bed without any disturbance in my head